sad..

on tuesday night a girl in my town died of an asthma attack. i unfortunately never got to get to know her, i only met only unofficially just one time. it was very sad to see June so upset.. and my other friends too but mostly June and Ash. :/ she was a good friend of both of theirs and i feel so terrible that i cant make the funeral. i have an acting class tomorro which is at the same time as the funeral... this wednesday night at our church we had a sort of.. memorial the eighth graders all went into the youth room and talked about Victoria and all the good times they had i couldnt help but cry. June was sobbing... Ash's tears just streamed down her face.. it was definitely the most saddest night of my life.. im trying to help all my grieving friends on being happier by putting funny or prompting statuses on my facebook.. i hope i cheer them up a bit. seeing as i cant help much, not seeing them everyday. its terrible how roughly June is taking it, she kept rocking back and forth wednesday night and muttering "its not fair not fair" it was heartbreaking.. i hope the happiness returns soon and my friends come out of grieving. RIP Victoria ur friends will miss u alot.. and i keep ur family in prayers.